un-truth

she says im a dream maker
and calls me the dream taker
says it was never love
i was not grace
at every level
she broke me down
my need for control
my neurosis
her intent perhaps to rebuild me
passive aggressively
through projection
as though it were my own volition
to "grow" in her light
by challenging my character
with her spirituality...

wounded

wounded
bleeding
heart
heals
with
scars

LOVE

Love with all you are,
let it consume you,
because it is the most pure and real experience on earth,
and if you can learn to let yourself fall,
you will never feel more elated in your life....

and that is what it is all about.

Ever?

are we really ever ready? ever?

it seems never.

but if we wait until we are ready, we might be waiting forever.

missing out on the whatever, wherever, whenever

and the whomever we chose

to promise forever and to never leave

but ever doesn't seem to concede.

for whatever reason,

wherever life takes us is not whenever we are ready,

it is ever when it should be.

for you i wasn't ready.

but i fell where love led me.

CHANGE

Unwillingness
to
cHaNgE
will
hinder
one’s
ability
to
thrive
in
this
life.

Life may not be the party we hoped for,
but
while
we're
here
we should dance.

Never Regret....

Life is short,
Break the rules,
Forgive quickly,
Kiss slowly,
Love truly,
Laugh uncontrollably,
And never regret anything that made you smile.